Time Runs Faster!!

i just feel like becoming a new student of UNIVERSAL TUITION CENTRE . but it seems 10 months has passed n i became an EX-student of UNIVERSAL TUITION CENTRE . the centre is always in my heart as it gives me so much of knowledges from..
SIR LEE CHENGXI@LCX(teaches physics)

 MISS MELLISSA CHONG@MEL(teaches maths)

SIR LEE CHENG MIN@LCM(teaches chemistry)

Best sgt jd student dieorg . they are such a supportive n educated teachers!  love them damn much! now i gonna say miss them damn much! on thursday,,quite sad coz it will be the last day i will meet my maths n physics teacher . but still kept strong n showed happy face instead a moody face . gonna miss LCX smile! haha! i like the way he teaches us,,easy 2 undesrtand n he is a funny person too . friendly n easy going person . his concept is just ''give respect n take respect'' . i've learnt many things from him . hope it will be useful n make me success! my maths improved . MEL taught us fully patiently n she is a damn cute teacher i ever had babe! she's the 1 who smaller than her students as my mom said when she looked me n MEL on snap. HAHA,funny but it is the fact . LCM ouh LCM! dedicated n caring teacher! kalaw g seminar,,dy jemput,,nek car jer mesty tanye ''taken your breakfast already??,,how u came to seremban??,,how is the seminar?? do the best always!'' chaiyok! if the teacher believe on us,,why dont we?? we can make it!! chemistry subject.....many notes n trial papers from other states were given! its quite difficult to get a hardworking teacher like this . muka dy memang nampak tenang n lembut . baik ssgt! hope all the knowledges given will be really useful for me n the rest of the UNIVERSAL STUDENTS! GOOD LUCK IN YOUR SPM GUYS!!

lots of love to LCX,,MEL n LCM!!!
till then! 

Crazy In Love With You

SHAHRUL HAFIZI@ ERUL BIN DATO' ARSHAD

I want you to know that since the day we met I've fallen deeply in love with you. There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart that you came into my life, and how you make every day so special. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my one true love, my one and only. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today.

Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living. Day by day, my love for you becomes overwhelming, and I can't handle it when I don't see or even talk to you every day. A day without you in my life is like a day without sunshine, a day without food, or a day without air. I need you when I’m cold to keep me warm; I need you in the rain to keep me dry; I need you in my life to keep me happy. You make me feel wonderful. You give me strength when I just can't carry on and I truly treasure that. Every moment spent together is another one of my dreams coming true.

I apologize straight from the heart for ignoring you whenever you make an attempt to make me feel better after our pointless arguments. I know I overreact a lot, and I'm sorry. I‘m ashamed of how I treat you and I'm sorry I've been so moody sometimes. I'm afraid I'll say something to make you forget the feelings you have for me when I bring up stupid things. I'm worried you won‘t want me anymore. I know I can make you mad, but I promise you that this is all going to change because I love you with everything I have. I was scared to love you at first, out of fear that you would hurt me, but I did and it’s the best thing I’ve ever done. Now, the only fear I have is waking up and realizing it’s all a dream.

You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. Each moment that you and I spend together is so magical that I catch myself smiling for no reason at all. I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as ours, but now that we've found each other I know that you are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, the person I want to marry, the person I want to have babies with, and the person I want to grow old with.

Baby, you complete me. You make my life so amazing and I don't know how else to repay you but to love you just as much as you love me. The world is a better place to be because of you. You make me feel beautiful. Thank you for giving me so much more than I ever could have wanted. I am so thankful for what we have, and for everything we will have. You are the only man I ever want to share my life with. I could never imagine what it would be like if we were to lose each other. I don't even want to think about it. All I want to think of is you.

You are the love of my life. I love you, and I always will until the day I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and yours will be the last face that I see. When we’re older with a family and home of our own, we’ll look back at the ways we argued about things that were so insignificant and we’ll laugh and know that our love was strong enough to overcome every argument. I just want you to know that I'm thankful that you came into my life and I will love you till the end of my days. My love for you will never fade, I’m still crazy about you, baby.

Love Always,

Efa

I MISS YOU MAN!

Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much ! I really miss you so much handsome. No words can describe how much i miss you. I don't want you to know, so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you, I can't go on. But that's how it is, and that's how it will be, because, handsome, I love you, I need you, I miss you, and without you, there's just no me. I miss you like the sun misses the flowers, like the sun misses the flowers in the depths of winter, instead of beauty to direct it's light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world which your absence has banished me to. I try but i just can get rid of this feeling. I miss YOU ! Truly and deeply from my heart. I want you. :'(

BOYS should know this! ^^

1. girls do care about boys even though sometimes they don't show it.get it?
2. girls are not ego as boys! even they said they're ego, they still do care about u and will take care of u no matter what.
3. don't fool us with "i love u until i die, i won't forget u" blablabla shit.to be honest we don't even think u guys even know what is the true meaning of the word "love".
4.girls love boys that wear black.i myself love to see boys that wear black coz i personally think they're HOT!! don't u think so girls?
5. boys are girl's weakness.have u ever think why girls love to cry? 99.99% of the reasons why is because of boys.
6. girls don't like to hear boys talking about their ex-girlfriend.we hate it.
7. we hate boys that think they're cool even though they're not.just be yourself for goodness sake.
8. we love making boys jealous.but don't worry.we still love u.
9. u may break the girl's heart.but whatever happens, the girl will still loves u even if it is in 3 years time.
10. some girls hate guys who smoke.please quit.
11. we may be overprotective, but one day.u may thank us for it.
12. girls won't ever forget their boys.they'll think of u whenever they feel lonely, before they get to sleep and whenever they are alone.
13. "fine"-this is the word girls use to end an argument when they are right and u need to shut up.
14. "go ahead"-this is a dare, not permission.don't do it.
15. guys, u better think before u speak.if u've mistakenly hurt the girl without even realizing, u should know the girls won't show it.
but they'll always remember it.
16. girls hate when u compare her with your ex-girlfriend.
17. we're sensitive aite.
18. if u can't stop thinking about that girl, that makes the same thing to the girl.
19. some girls love when u guys care a lot about us.
that's just sweet.
20. don't complain!! we just hate it.
21.don't be so arrogant.
22. u won't look HOT if your hair is a mess.but some girl may think its HOT.
23.don't talk shit about us once you're break up with us.we hate that!!

A REAL BOYFRIEND...

when she walks away from you mad - [follow her]
when she stare's at your lips - [kiss her]
when she pushes you or hit's you - [grab her and don't let her go]
when she start's cursing at you - [kiss her and tell her you love her]
when she's quiet - [ask her what's wrong]
when she ignores you - [give her yout attention]
when she pulls away - [pull her back]
when you see her at her worst - [tell her she's beautiful]
when you see her start crying - [just hold her and don't say a word]
when you see her walking - [sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
when she's scared - [protect her]
when she's lay her head on your shoulder - [tilt her head up and kiss her]
when she's steal your favourite things - [let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
when she tease's you - [tease her back and make her laugh]
when she doesn't answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
when she looks at you with doubt - [back yourself up with the TRUTH]
when she says that she likes you - [she relly does more than you could understand]
when she grab's at you hands - [hold her's and play with her fingers]
when se bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
when she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
when she looks at you in your eyes - [don't look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
when you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
when she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
when she repost this bulletin - [she wants you to read it]
- stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- NEVER call her hot! pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- DON'T let her have the last word
- say you love her more than she could ever love you
- argue that she is the best girl ever
- when she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- when she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her
- whwn she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- call her at 12:00 am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- treat her like shes all that matters to you
- stay up all night with her when she's sick
- watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think its stupid
- when she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- let her knoe she's important
&& when she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "who's ass am i kicking today baby?"

GoNNa MISS the MeMoRieS!! (^,^)

semalam aq agak kepenatan n ta dpt na update blog tersyg aq nieyh . kul 3 aq kua umah da . g beraye la ape lagy arn . seyezly,,taon nie mmg claz aq n dak bio seteng geng ckaly g beraya . smpai 4 kete,,smlm g umah marlia ade yg cmpai bermoto2 . hmm,,besst2 . kkdg bile aq tgok dak kecik jln na g beraya aq teringat dulu time aq n mem2 aq g braye tempah cab,,but now masing2 driving . yeah! it shows that we are grown up . aq bersyukur d anugerahkan rakan2 yg sgt2 gyler2,,hepy go lucky! kua umah g amek qila n masz then stret shoot to umah mira . my crazy gurl! haha . kueh aye at umah dy sume shedaap! pas umah dy g umah fiq plak . marul stret g umah fiq . so kamy jumpe d sane jerp . umah mira da mam nasi,,umah fiq ta dpt mam coz kekenyangan . prut taleyh na trime masok food agy,,ta hadam agy la kate arn . ttbe adek fiq,,syu kua sambil terbatuk yg diselit sindiran . oh ya,,sbb nye aq sdg duduk d sebelelah M . uhh! kureng asam mu syu! sume cool jerp . then zariq da call2 suh dtg umah marlia plak,,katenye ber2 saje..sogan . haha . pdn muko ekau . den suh ikot skaly ekau tanok yo . dlm 5.45 cmtu aq n mmbe sume grk g uma marlia plak . ta jao pown,,same area jerp . dak amer,,zariq,,iden n shahir da ade . sgp tggu ktowg dtg utk mkn sesame . hahaha! ktorg dok lepak2 jarp,,then g r mamam . pas uma marlia supposed go to umah haziq . tapy haziq kate wat mlm so jimie plak ajk g umah nenek dy . saat aq melangkah kuar umah marlia,,kaki aq berhenti melangkah apabila sesorang menyahut nama aq . aq toleh n g dry dpn dy . dy ckp ''M ta folo aw,,blek pasnie..'' aq tergamam n just answered ''ha,,oke2 . blek ostel sok arn,,take care oke'' . then aq sakad2 fiq jarp,,aq balek da . mase aq kua dary umah marlia tah nape aq ase sedeyh gyler2 . maybe sbb da 2 weeks spent time same2,,suddenly da abes cuty ase laen plak .tape2,,aq sbr k kua . kamy meneruskan perjalanan ke umah nenek jmie . da kul 7 . kak jah have to go home . kamy pown balek laa . then da sampai umah 7.30 cmtuh jmie ckp na dtg umah aq ngn azmi n ijat . ouh,,sile2 . dgn kelam kabut aq g shower n solat maghrib .then aq da siap aq suh la dtg . aq wat air sume,,jimie ajak aq g umah haziq . aq tnye ma dy bg . then g la siap . da siap aq gtaw ayh aq . seperty biase soalan drpd seorang ayah yg merisaukan anak tunggal perempuan nye kluar mlm bsme kwn2 .

ayh tnye at aq . ''no girl friends following u??''

i said ''got,,but they will stret go to friend's house bcoz their house ta lalu sini''

ayh ckp ''be careful k . next time plan on the day time dont go night . then people see they will talk nonsense'' . ouh ya! btol tuh! da abes,,aq folo g umah haziq . ya allah . sumbat agy . umah marlia mam nasi ayam . umah haziq ade pucuk ulam,,ikan bakar,,aym masak merah,,tomyam,,kangkung,,cendol . mamam jewla . shedaap wehh! haha . umah is dekat situ jerp . mcj2,,then dy dtg jumpe aq . oww,,rindunye sama kamoo is!! dok la borak2 jarp . then balik umah da . haisyh! aq akan merindui saat2 ini wahai geng ku! aq betol2 rindu gyler . aq ase ble happy cmnie gangguan yg dtg lam edop aq,,aq leyh lupe arn . aq ase tenang gyler!!! now,,m da alek ostel . seb bek mlm td aq sempad text dy bg pesanan shumew . dy ckp dy pown tergamam gk . he miss me too! fiq pown da lek ostel . 2moro da start sek . menanty result trial plak! adooooiii! da wat so trime jewla k . pasnie masing2 akn bz,,dgn preparation 4 spm n graduation night on 13th NOVEMBER 2010! haiii korunk2 . mmg aq ta ase aye taon nie best . p ble kua konvoi sumer,,aq ase best wehh! seriously i'm GONNA MISS THE MEMORIES!!!

HOW DARE U MZZ!!

aik,,suddenly menghilang ape kes??haha . dala . aq da masak ngn permainan koe . aq da taw sesngt da . waa!! pandai la sgt kelmarin leyh anta text cmnie . 

''faa . . i bley buktikan i da pts ngn pmpn tuh . i da dpt jlnnye . bls lah mcj i''

haha . koe na kelentong aq kewr?? ke koe na perangkap aq? sorry! i wont fall in your prank anymore!! get lost!! wlpon aq da ade jln edop aq biala aq ngn edop aq . biala aq pecaya ke ta . ta plu la koe na bepura ngn aq agy . come on la . life is like a tyre . it is round . u do me,,it will return to u again! depends on the tyre whether it rounds faster or slower . what the fishh!! how dare u! u can text my brother! masya-allah .btl2 eh koe carik! haa..pdn muke koe! serves u ryte! tawla koe . ase arn la pedih nye n kesakitan yg pena koe bg aq dluw! kesakitan yg dah ta tertanggung! here u r . trime jewla blsn nye kk . i dono anything . brani koe bleh text abg aq n tnye aq apew num baru aq . wallamak . seb bek abg aq ta syak pape . name koe ZAFFA?? hello MZZ! it is a lame story n lame name oke! we da tade pape so name tuh tade kne mgena dar k . ADE DAIA,,LUPEKAN YG LAIN!! haha . ADE BETINA GAMPANG,,LUPEKAN LAH AQ!! wakakakaka . dala . seberani2 buaya masok paya,,akhirnye lemas gak! aq da fedup! ckup lah! ckup penderitaan aq selama nie . aq minx kart koe just bg aq ruang utk idop tenang tanpa saked aty n mengalir airmata agy!!
please! ckp kt sepupu koe yg langsi tuh tolong delete num abg aq .
aq da tade pape urusan ngn koe da k . jgn buat aq benci gile vavy at koe coz taon lps koe lah insan yg paling n sgt2 aq sayangi . btl lah org ckp!

syg lah org yg koe syg sekadarnye kerana ia akan berbalik kepada org yg paling koe benci .benci la org yg koe benci sekadarnya kerana mane taw ia akan berbalik kpd org yg koe sgt2 sayangi!

aq ta sanggup! serious! leave me please! aty aq baru jerp tenang edop ngn kngkwn shumer . dala k! harap koe ta timbulakan perselisihan faham agy antara aku n MR.E!!
how dare u yea!

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1.03.01

Macam.Macam Dar jaDy . .

aq menghilang utk beberapa ary coz tade lam mud . pttnye rabu aq wat open ouz towk mmbe2 yg tecayang . suddenly at 6.30 am in the dawn,,i had to cancel it coz my mom fainted on fits . ya allah! aq berdoa agr sumer nie ta berulang p jadik gk . raye ke2 ke ke3 tah pkcik aq ade dtg umah . time uh aq da syak dy msty bwk sial[jhtnyer! haha] . ale2 btol la! ma aq da tombang . mane aq ta syak coz pakcik aq nie pown antara dalang meng''anta'' bnd utk ma aq . 4 org od abg n akk ayh aq terlibat . sthu aq slame 17 taon aq edop ngn ayh n ma aq,,ayh aq ta shuke cgt na cmpur urusan sdare2 o adek bradek dy . p nape dorang dengki sgt hah?? MR.E said biasela org zaman skunk taleyh tgok org len edop lpak n epy ciked ade jewmen care kotor! uhh! agreed 101%!! pape jewla . law aq da besa da lame aq g soal mkcik2 aq tuh . pk dorang tua jerp! bg aq,,ma n ayh aq penting . korunk tapaya na wat taik okeyh! arinie ary korunk..esok luse ALLAH SWT balas tawla dok giged jary k! taon lps ape yg da jadi at ma aq mmg aq ta arn lupe arn . smpai menangis2 aq tiap mlm . tape2 . sbr jerp . ALLAH SWT ade . kngkwn aq byk gk bg semangat n suh jage ma . thanx,,segala jase baik sume member2 yg aq cayang,,aq ta pena lupe arn .

adoii! qila sula merajok sama MR.E . MR.E ta bgy bebdk SPM terlibat ngn bsnes . haha . pdn muke korang!qila2! blaja la weii,,jgn bsnes t ta berkad pkse korunk . akibat larangan drpd MR.E uh,,sume yg dilarang da mara at dyer . aduhh,,oke la tuh,,dmi kbaikan np na mara? aq gk org tgah yg jady mangse aww . sngt2 bengang bile MR.E  g umah qila ta bgtaw aq . siang tuh baru reramai knvoi,,tgh mlm g ape kehal . haha . tapela . sbr jelaa . tiap kly texting adew je dy ilang mood,,,prob sal bebudak nieyh . na wat cemaner awk,,da dieorg ta phm arn . sbr jewla k .btw,,mama quite oke da now . pale je saked2 , hopefully dy sehad slaloo . hmm,,sedeyh2!


konvoi lagy!
g umah lizah . then g men bowling! 

                                                                                 

wif jmie at umah kak jah!

wif atem jamboo at da bowl! besshht sgt!

seb bek amer dtg jap cz dorng g men pool . pas men boling g umah amer , ade ke ptot mase aq call dy leyh ckp

''oii,,jgn2 . aq na kua g semban da . jgn dtg . uma kocong .''

''ah,,aq ta kesa . ktorg dtg gk,,da otw da pown . jap jerp .''

akhirnye debat2 amer mengalah ngn aq n said okelah,,dtg la . hahah. cian bdk tuh .

g jewla beraya , 
then jmie anta aq lek da . sok g uma marlia,,then singgah umah syafiq[conan] pastu g umah haziq . bebudak nie ckp na dtg umah aq alang2 tgok ma aq skaly . law dtg aq hidang ayer n kueh ayer jewla eyh! ekekekeke . aq ta smpai aty na suh ma aq masak2 . t dy saked . aq na dy pulih tol2 . p t ade yg da lek asrama arn . so na dtg sok dtg jewla k . 
b4 g umah marlia ade yg ajk g umah mat din plak . aduhh sompek er?? hmm . tahle erk . tgok la lue . tepakser cancel g tucen sowk . na g umah mira bee! koe tggu aq sayang! hehe .
mcm2 tol jadi! 

suCh a GraTeFuL n HaPpy day!

today morning woke up jer get ready . g konvoi r kate arn . ta saba jerp aw . da siap lizah dtg mek at umah . aduhh,,dala cam mak datin,,siap ade driver dtg jempot umah . haha . kiddin' . g la kmpul at bustand . tggu syaraf n abon smpy . da smpy sumbat2 lam kete sume gerak la g umah sarip . then ta muat da,,tpkser suh sarip dtg angkut yg sisa2 baki nieyh . haha . 4 kereta la konvoi . g umah sarip besst . aq na cgt spend time with M . rindu la at my teman uh rr kate arn . g rr mek mamam then dok lua at pondok . ade kolam . shantekk,,tenang . then syaraf dtg join aq . he said ''waa,,romantixx nyerr'' . aq haha jerp . then lizah,,marlia n masz dtg join skaly . seb bek cover line t ape plak M pk at aq .pas uma sarip g uma shue . p aq n lizah ta dok lame,,tnjuk umah then bla jap g braye umah HUD@BF lizah . kamy be2 jewla . then g umah mmbe hud sorank . ta dpt dok lame coz da kul 2.30 time uh . kejar mase . g umah shue mam ketupat coz perot aq da gyler full . aq suh tapau arn nasi dagang klate uh . hehehe . then g umah iden . ngam2 smpy umah iden dorng sume da grak . g umah zariq . oke la . decided to go stret . da smpai aq nmpk ecah! ecahhh!! windu ecahh! chomel adek zariq .da masok uma jerp mak zariq da sebut2 name aq . uhh,,ingat agy anty yerp . hehe .dok lepak2,,mam2..then g umah qilah . umah dy sdare ade agy . full . so ktorg plan g umah azury jewla lue . tepakser bepecah coz kete lizah[aq,,mar,,masz,,lanie] sesad . terlajak jalan . haha . da mamam umah ayie g umah qilah . dak marul tepakser balik b4 5 coz mak nye na kua . aq agk keberatan na suh dy g coz t msty wndu . huhu , p tepakser la . time aq nga dry lua kete sorang2 dy dtg sblh aq n ckp slow,,sorrry aw ta dpt join g umah azury kod coz kne blk awl . i said nvermind . ktorg tgok sdare qila ade g so g la umah ayie . means marul ta dpt raye umah qila .time at umah aie[azury] mam jp,,borak2 . dak len driver izzat,,sharip tpkser grak awl coz g umah syazana . tapela . da bepecah . na kjar mase arn . then aq,liza,masz.mar n lanie g la umah qila . makan2 lagy wlpn da kenyang gyler . aq da ase yg cam da bonchiit . haha . lepak2 jarp kul 5 lbh grak da . g anta lanie lek . then masz then aq then mar then liza lek uma dy . haisyh! such a nice day! heppy gyler . ade 1 situasi nie mmg wat aq tergelak gyler2 . lgy2 soalan dak izzat . kete lizah time na kua umah zariq ta ckup laju na nek bukit . nek je ta smpai kua ttbe da trun lek ngn sendirinyer . ktorg lam kete da tergelak kekuat da . izzat lom gostan,,dy nmpk kete trun mule2 reaksi pelik,,then dy nmpk ktorg gelak lam kete dy da phm . dorng pown tergelak lam kete . haha! da trun dpn  umah qila , izzat ckp at aq cmnie .

izzat : sape wat lawak td weh?

efa : ha?? otak koe . kete ta ckup laju doe tu terturun lek . muke koe gyle taleh blah,,pelik gyler . hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

izzat : yewla ttbe trun cmtuh . 

[izzat,,aq,,abon,,amer,,haziq sume tergelak kuat2]haha

sume da balik . aq smpai uma jerp da ngntok .tyto la ape lgy! dgn baju ta tuka sumer!
then mlm g umah khaidir[Kder] plak . tade transpot nieyh aq . aq minx marul dtg amek,,dy oke arn . then dy text nye aq pkai ju kurung ker . upenyer dy bwk moto . alaa! segan laa aq . dy n adk dy[ali amri] g nek moto . ttbe marul da tepacak dpn umah aq ngn kete . dy sorang la . then aq da salam ma aq g la nek kete,,dy pndng aq perrhh . rindu ya! haha . aq stret ckp ta susakan ke? dy jwb 'ala,mane ade . ta susa pown' . dy sanggup balik umah g ltak moto n bwk kete dtg pickup aq . aduuhh marul . cemane la na bace isi haty kamoo . dan2 pakaian kamy sedondon . putih! shuit gtuu! g isi minyak jap at SHELL . time ktowg be2 lam kete mcm2 dy tnye aq .aq pown same . nmpk sgt ktorg saling merindui . perangai ta pena ubahh dary dulu! walaupun ade pape feeling,,wat2 ignore n pendam . itulah kamy~ hehe . da smpy uma kder,,dok lepak2,,mam mee curry . aq sempat tgok sumtimes marul jeling2 pandang2 aq . ape mkne sume nie? dear,i dont wanna lost u . u are alwys the best n caring person . stkt nie tadela laki smpai sgp na g ltk moto at umah,,dtg amek aq at umah aq nek kete . ade tuu ckp syg aq la bgai la p jumpe pown haraam!!! w-e-m-l ! da kul 11 mlm . ma da call tnye atne . ma ckp jgn balik l8 cgt .
then da ltk hp aq mcj marul minx tlg anta arn lek umah .text dy walhal he is sittin' in front of me . haha . segan la coz mak kder n fiq ader . the worst thing is when bile text aq masuk hp marul,,adek dy yg amek hp n bace lu!! stret adk dy pndng aq n snyum2 . marul rampas hp trus n aq plak ttup muke ngn bantal . ya allah . malu gylerr!! p wat derk jerp . marul reply ok .then gerak la same2 g umah aq . tah nape aq ase tenang sesangat bile be2 ngn dy cmtu . sumtimes aty berdebar pown ade . huh! marul2 . rindunyer sume saat2 kite bersame dary form 1 agy . sekejap jerp da form5 . i never forget when he cried seeing im crying when last day he is in sdasa in form 4 . dy smbung ke SPB SAINS ALAM SHAH .dy nanges dpn aq . dy ingat aq ta nmpk,tgh ckp je suddenly bile aq da nanges,,dy bgon n g . aq nmpk reflection at cemin dy kesat mata,,fiq nmpk n dtg tnye aq nape marul nanges? ya allah! saat tu tataw la na ckp pe . lagy bengkak mata aq nanges . 
ta dpt trime detik perpisahan antara aku dan dia .~ sblm aq kua kete bile da smpai dpn umah aq,,aq sempat pesan at marul,,drive aty2,,t8 care ea . dy senyum manis je tgok aq . alahai! hehe .i will miss u my dear! da msok umah,,slumber la g mndy then on9 . haisy . rindunye saat cmnie . n i remembered . bile aq tgh syok2 tgok tb at umah kder .
ttbe text dary MZZ mcok n berbunyi begini.

''U . . i minx maaf . i isaw sgt u tbe2 ilang cmnie . hope sgt u contact i lek . at least bls mcj i nie . i tataw na cari u cane . t add fb i k . ***** ****** . add k . pape pown yg jd b4 this i towl2 minx ampun ngn u k .''

kalo koe syg aq carik la sampai dpt . aq na tgok koe bejayew ke ta! n! fb2! nape ta koe add aq jerp? np na suh aq add koe? sorry . i wont do that coz u say BETINA GAMPANG uh yg cntrol fb u . waaaaa . QUEEN CONTROL seyh! padan muke ade awek sial cmtuh .
aq kompius same ade na reply o tdak . sume org sekeliling aq ckp jgn . t msty koe maen arn aq lek . aq takood! jadi aq decided utk diam jerp . aq ta dpt na tlg koe da k . aty sula manyak2 terluka oww! k laa . papewpown aq ta arn dpt lupe arn 14 SEPTEMBER 2010 . konvoi reramai n little precious time with my cuppycake marul . i miss u!! today is such a grateful n happy day!!

mood : [merindui kamoo!] 

wHaT u waNteD to SaY? dup dap dup dap [jeng3]

my kazens n aunty has went back home . gonna miss her kids damn much! after they went back,,my bro's fwen came home to 'beraya' . welcomed her as usual i do . suddenly my bro said folo her go see movie . aq kenal akk nie . CT UMAIRAH . pgl kak myra jerp . g la sesiap . org da ajak g tgok wayang,,impossible aq decline beb! 

efa wif kak myra! chumeyl larh kalian! chubby! haha

 haha! kak myra ajak g beraya umah adek angkt dyer at senawang .aq folo jerp wlpown segan coz ta knl n pkai jeans,,T n jacket . bukan cam na berayer jerp! haha . pas uma adek angkt dyer g plak uma agy sorunk nieyh . mmbe dy ot . then da sumer kamy g la sban 2,JJ . aq na tgok PIRANHA!! p tapewla,,org na belanja aq so aq folo jerp dy na tgok cyter ape pown . kamy tgok cyter SENARIO ASAM GARAM .aq da masok jerp,,suddenly one of my geng called . ade 2 misscall da p aq ta jwb coz ta dgr . 3rd time baru terdengar,,ans la . sore dy agk cemas . isaw . aq dpt guess sumthin is goin wrong .

QILAH : uit efa . koe katner??

AQ : hah?? ta dgr la . [ta dgr coz iklan wayang da start,,sound kuat arn,,g pown line putus2]

QILAH : koe kat maner weiyh?

AQ : erm,,npe? aq at wayang ha,,JJ ngn abg aq n mmbe dyer . np qilah? cam ta oke jerp?

QILAH : ea ? erm,,oke2 . tape rr t aq cyter coz panjang .

AQ : laa,,pesal nie weiyh? takpown aq mcj la nie coz batery hp aq da low ssgt . 

QILAH : tgok la,,panjang cyter nyer . kk bye wei .

AQ : [dgn 1001 persoalan yg berlegar d fikiran] oke2,,bye .

straight aq text dye .''wei,,y?? cyter jewla . da isaw plak aq . ade pape prob kewr?''
waited n waited dy ta rep pown . mood aq na tgok wayang pown da agk kehilangan .yewla,,mane ta nyer,,u wanna watch movie,,then some1 call wanna say sumthing but cut over half way without giving a clue also . aq just teringat at mama MR.E . cpt2 aq lupe arn,,aq tana pk pape -ve! movie started,,movie goes on[quite bored],,movie ended at 10.40pm sumthing . agak ta best gk la . p ade part klaka sgt gk .
aq teringt lek at qilah . apewla budak nie na gtaw aq . marul mcj aq ckp dy jadi drive sok g konvoi . aq na rep batery da kong . then on n bia jerp . tgu smpy umah . aq pinjam hp abg aq n col qilah tnye nape . dy ckp t.t la aq gtaw,,panjang . aq ckp aq da otw lek pd,,lam 20 min aq smpai umah da koe call aq k . she said ha,,insya-allah n put down the hp . kelam kabut aq balik caj hp,,reply text marul then g cari baju kurung aq . iron sparuh jln then stop . no mood . aq berbisik lam aty iron som pagy jewla . sok g konvoi raye umah membe2 sumer . adewla dekard 5-6 umah . hopefuly sumer lancar . konvoi by kete jerp . no motow2 dar . hahaha . miss marul n memories knvoi reramai time raye . harap dapat ilng sumer tuh sok! hopefully qilah tade pape brite yg mengejot . amin . whopps . text dary MR.E  suda masok . aq na texting n sleeping . hehe . qila ouh qila! what u wanted to say? my heart is beating . dup dap dup dap . jeng,jeng,jeng!


hope:can snap pics wif frennggss n marul! will b sweet! ouh! haha

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1.03.01

HATI YANG KAU SAKITI!

 

jangan pernah katakan bahwa
cintamu hanya untukku
karna kini kau telah membaginya
maafkan bila memang kini
harus kutinggalkan dirimu
karna hatiku selalu kau lukai

 tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu
ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa

ku menangis membayangkan
betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
kau duakan cinta ini
kau pergi bersamanya

ku menangis melepaskan
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

ku menangis
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

to MZZ
p/s>>i wish u could realize that how much have u been hurting me . once,,u wanna tackle n t8 care of me when MR.E n me end up last year .u said wanna be the cure,,but what have u done? yes,,i admit u are my first love,,but u should knew that MR.E is my FIRST TRUE LOVE . many differences between that . now u hurt me,,i wont say anything .
GOD WATCHES EVERYTHING . one day when u got it then u will know how is the pain when u hurt me . i have learnt many things . enough is enough . hope sedar yg akulah hati yang kau sakiti!!

I FEEL IT!

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peaCe NoW!!

fuhh! penatnye dary siang tady . pg ma call suh bangun,,ckp guest sume na dtg da . so i got to get up n kemas.kemas siked hall . aq tyto l8 ciked mlm tady[4am] tady coz texting wif my MR.E . dy majok coz aryto aq amek pic dy tanpe permission dy . aduh! kantoy! rom n ez g cyter . haiyaa! aq min maap larh . then he said tu sume ta penting,,yg penting awk syg,,tunggu,,setia ngn sy . tu jer sy minx . ye syg . i knew that . p ta arn law da rindu na diam jerp!

miss u!!

seb bek la kamoo jao . next week dtg umah arn,,ciap la! buleh buli u wif ma! hahaha . hopefully mlm tady mama da lek k . tgh text jerp tttbe tpkser stop coz papa ajak dy kua,,kul 3 lbeyh pg td . papa isaw coz mama kua ta balik . suddenly aq pown da isaw . ne ta nye stop text n dy ckp mama dy ta lek . aduhh,,aq bdoa sume selamat k . miss mama la! dulu ade gak mama text me . hopefully mama oke k sayang . then aq pown try tyto . pg tuh da bgown pas ma call,,  da mandy,,ongie.ongie sumer g la kemas . then dok bace paper . ma cook nasi briyani ayam .!! tlg2 dy siked . g isi kueh aye . then guest da smpy . lyn.lyn sumer,,guest lagy dtg . aq da ta tahan lapau! ne ta nyer,,ma macak sedap,,bau dye perrhhh! menusuk idung . aq ingat pas round petame guest lek makan rr cepat sblm 2nd family dtg . ta sompek 1st fmly balik,,2nd da smpy . ne aq dpt mkn . so what i did is,,i went to the kitchen,,ltk nasi n lauk sume,,then masuk bilik,,suh ma aq pass pinggan dary dapur . bilik at bawah ney cam ade tingkap leyh nenok dapur . ape lgy arn! haha . mamam la lam bilek . ttbe ade org sahut name aq . tny rr sape . bkk pintu n intai siked,,maksu aq dry PAHANG da cmpy!!! oh no!! da cmpy upenyer! aq tingglkan pinggan then g cucy tgn . umh aq mmg da full beb! haha! bz3!

then g la salam adik.adik ma aq . hero2 techyk maksu aq sumer . then uncle sblah ayah plak dtg . aq tukang melayan anak.anak n beby techyk! they r so cute! aq shuke dak techyk! kazen aq punye ank 2 org chomel n encem ssgt .

boy namenye haziq . gurl namenye haziqah . boy nie pendiam siked,,aq kacaw jerp . puteh . aq suap la mamam n minowm air . aduhh! when i can have my own kids? when u get married la effa! haha . then kak heliza da balek. uncle hamid jmpot dtg umah plak law na wet aye . mest pegy nieyh! kne kmpul wet aye manyak.manyak coz na tuka hp! haha! aq nga upda8 blog nie pown c mirul dtg kacaw.kacaw . bumbeling only! mentang2 gigi tade,,bechok towl! aq sabaw jewlah! haha . jap g na turun n lepak ngn my maksu n my kazen! da fenat da nieyh! haha . k bubye! :) peace already now!

ikhlas daryku:SELAMAT HARY RAYE MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

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1.03.01

relax efa!

hmm . wat mase nieyh peneman isi haty aq is nur lizah n blog aq . aq pown tataw sjk aq bce blog michelle,,aq jdy tertarik utk jadi blogger gark . best! aty aq tenang n lega . mcm diary tp nie agk senang siked . now aq n is agk bejauhan . ta dpt salu jumpe coz dy un da pndah ckowla . raye nie dy nga ade at jb,,kg dy . susa na dpt line . so ktorg ta dpt na text . ta sbr na tgu dy lek pd! is,,fa rndu is! fa ase na nanges! nape3? nape sume nie jadi saat sume org nga happy smbot ayer! nielah aq . aq lebeyh selesa pendam saked aty aq rather than tnjuk ngn muke yg moody! sejak bln poce i get close to liz@kak jah . haha . dy kak jah . aq kak pah . sweet combination! dy mmg same kepala ngn aq,,lyn jerp gile2 aq . masok air cam bebudak pown dy lyn jerp . haha . dy la tmpt luahan aq . atleast ringan siked beban yg aq tanggung dgn kate2 smngt dry dy . aq ta arn lupe . dulu yewla aq ade MZZ,,na cyter sume . lega siked . p ta gne gk coz dy cucuk aq lek . pena time aq gado ngn dy,,dy cucuk lek ckp aq bruk arn sal mmbe aq sndry at dy . oi MZZ! aq ta arn buruk arn if bnd tu ta bnr . bkn buruk arn oke . da mmg bnd bnr n pngai dy cmtuh . aq da kener aq taw la . now mcm.mcm jdik so aq taleh cyter kad koe coz t koe cucuk aq . aq tanak! aq ckp bnd tol jerp! sala eyh aq luah arn at koe? law sala ckp,,aq stop! p jgn tduh aq . aq da ckup benchyy ngn pngai tino[betine] uh . biala . koe bkn taw pown . jmp aq pown ta penah n tanak,,col pown ta pena . so koe ta arn taw . aryto smpy aty koe anta mcj raye name dy at aq arn?? cemane aq na trime koe lek if koe dok mcj dy?? tlg la phm aq!!!! pe susa??!! aarrgghhh! subahanallah . aq da tana pk sal dy p np koe dok text dy? blh ta stop text dy? sial toll ahh! i mean minah tuuh! aq knl pangai dy . koe jgn rr na nek arn darah aq lek . aq tanak pk sal dy . tanak100! aq da cyte at liz . aq da luah arn at dy . haish! MZZ. ''kalaw larh koe ade blog gk . dpt gark koe taw isi haty aq sebenar . tape rr . tade gunenye da pown coz koe pena ckp at aq yg koe da tana amek taw sal aq arn?? aq ingt . tapewla . ta kesa . asal arn koe edop tenang keyh . lega siked aty aq .'' na tyto!!! sok hazrul,,hameerul,,haziq dtg! yayy! sleep la kak pah . off9 oke :) 2moro start ur day with peace n smile in your face k fafa! relax efa! 

mood:[miss someone]

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1.03.01

maintain!

uhh! raye menjelma . y erk taon nie ta ase pown happiness raye? mybe sebab bahang SPM kowd! woaha! arap aq dpt jwb yg terbaik . 26/9/2010 t g cheras agy . ade seminar . arap ape yg aq dpt at seminar yg aq g dpt la bergune 4 SPM . amin3 . ermm,,mostly of them said i've gone down[slim] . haha . quite funny to hear that pleassure . dunno y sbb aq ta ase pown . p ryto aq ade timbang mass aq,,kureng 60 suda! haha! aq balek umah jerp terlonjak dpn mak aq,,kiss2 dy . haha . na taw bcoz of what? bcoz my mum semakin tembam n i semakin going down . dulu ckp aq tembam . hah! its now my turn to bully u ma! p tapela . bgos gk ma cmnie coz dy akan sehad . dy tembam pown sbb on medication . byk mam ubat tu berat nek . hopefully dy akn cepat sehad n bahgye cam duluw! amin! kamy ank.ank mu always doakn kesihatan mu ma! 

tadi g umah uncle hussain beraye . ade plak anty ckp ''hey,,nape nmpk da masok? da slim la!'' i said ''tq,,mane ade la,,bse jerp . ase ta trun pown .'' she answered ''laa,,da chantek da now'' haha . aq snyum n jln jerp . aq pkai bju ta pena ketat.ketat n tu yg aq pelik cane org leyh nmpk aq da kurus .haha . klaka.klaka . now pown my lurvly kazen,,abg faizal bought me 1 balang chocolates jenama GALAXY,,JEWELS,,assorted chocs  from DOHA,qhatar(arab) . dijamin HALAL . aq suh bly arn . mlm b4 raye gk dy smpy umah dy n aq g jmpe amek choc . haha! syg dy ssgt! chocs uh sumer yummy ssgt . thanx abg! tiap2 ary mkn aw! haha! hmm,,suddenly aq dpt mcj dari MZZ . yg berbunyi ''i miss u faa'' . hmm,,aq ta dpt na rep . perasaan takod n isaw masih menyelubungi aq . hrp koe ta marah . i miss u too fwen(mybe) . td da pecah perot ngn family nenok cyter SENARIO EPISODE 1 . cyter nie da tgok at wayang . masih ta jemu na tgok . aq tgok cyter klaka dpt gk la lupe isaw arn . now nga watching PISAU CUKUR! boshan! cyter nie da tgok at wayang gk . boshan . aq nie kaky wayang rr . law na g tgok wayang mai3 ajak wa . wa ikot . haha! sok adek ma aq trun umah . ta sabar menanty kazen aq yg chomel belaka,,gemok blake n hensem blaka . ala,,sume tu hero n masih kecik lgy la . haha . rinduuuuu mereka! come3 . k laa . na smbong nenok cyter pisau cukur . seb bek ade aron aziz . haha! papepown hopefully my mass maintain! =) wakakakaka!

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1.03.01

i hope u will understand!

nie first post aq . aq na ckp siked ngn koe . aq harap ape yg pernah terjadi antare kitew tggl 1 kenangan shajew! koe ta plu na memenangy aty aq agy . sbb nye coz koe da sgt2 melukakan haty aq yg dulu penah sygkan koe sorang sesangat . aq setia ngn koe . aq jujur . aq sgp penuhi permintaan koe . p nie yg koe balas aq . ape kurangnye aq? nape koe curang? pe sala aq? ta smpy staon koe da curang ngn aq . p aq tatau pown . no wonder la koe byk kelentong aq arn . koe da buang aq,,koe saked arn aty aq n now koe na chenta aq lek? ahh . plz . aq ta sgup d khianaty lagy . aq da ckup kecewa . koe cary aa jln sendry if koe ikhlas na arn aq lek . wat mase nie aq ta arn caye permintaan koe yg nak arn aq lek coz aq taw ssgt yg koe tpu aq n koe still ade hbngn ngn BETINA GAMPANG uh! i dont care n i don wanna noe abt it . aq da bg pluang koe edop ngn btne uh so aq arap koe bg aq pluang utk cary kebahagiaan sebenar aq bsme lelaki yg da melamar aq jd teman edop dy . wlpn dy tu ank owg kaye aq siked pown ta heran na duet dy coz dy bkn pnipu,,dy jujo nan aq slame nie n ta pena tpu aq . die spy aq n aq pown spy dy . kamy oke sahajewrp! dy ta tgl solat n yg penting dy ta smoke . dy ckp smoke langsung tade gaye . ahaha! aq shokong . nie kerana smoking tu membahayakan kesihatan . aq ta arn suh org tuh jgn smoke if aq ta care sal dye n syg dy . p koe ta pena na ekod . hm,,up to u la k??

aq pown na wish selamat ary raye maaf zahir batin kad koe . aq minx maap coz ta dpt bls mcj koe . aq tana gado nan koe n c dye aq agy . aryto ade bdk dy yg gtaw kyte contact . dy da mara . dy ckp law aq contact koe agy relacen aq n dy will end up . aq baru na cari kedamaian lam edop aq . aq tana bazir anugerah drpd ALLAH  swt tuu . aq hrp koe maap arn sgale slh silap aq . koe da maen arn aq,,ckup rr sgale jase koe k . aq ta arn lupe arn sume tuu . penipuan koe mahupun kebaikan koe k . aq da tana kne fitnah agy . aq da serik dgn ape yg da jady . walaupun koe still syg arn aq,,aq harap koe berubah jdi some1 yg bergune n ta tpu aq agy da k . aq slalu bedoa agar mlt koe ta lanchang menipoo aq . amin . aq hrp koe berubah . i hope u will understand!! full stop . ! :-/

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